What time is it?

What power do time have?? some time ago i was with u altogether.. some time ago i was working... some time earlier i was buying Amath text book, sometime earlier i was having a test.. somehow time act as a barrier between us. everyday i woke up at 6.30 am and then after that... dreamly i am getting ready at 6.30pm the same day for the next day. between the 6.30s we met but not having any eye contact, and considering we are just classes apart..., we are treating everyday like the first. i looked back... and found myself still living in the past, sometimes finding myself running towards a goal .... sometimes i find it hard to control my eyes from staring outside the window during lessons and think about happenings that had happened inside the window... . when i start doing so... it seems like i am walking inwards a dead-end tunnel where i am actually outside it.....
look at ourself, i am wearing a long pants, getting taller.... knowing more yet lesser .... havings more n more contacts in my phone book... getting more n more laughter and silence at the same time. Getting older n older, faster n faster..... it wouldnt be long before we get our O results and i wouldnt be surprise finding myself waking up and getting ready for poly ......
what i'm trying to say here is that time really flies...... i encounter some sec 1s when i went to buy bubble tea today at 1.30pm ... they were carrying their bags and talking about how great it is to be dismissed and to go home after that.... mentally i looked at myself, looked at my long pants..... i still had to stay at school until 3 before i am really dismissed.... and what about those LSP.. what about those CCAs... there is still quite some time before i can pack my back.. then looking at those sec 1s made me think of those easy days where we are dismissed at 1.30pm... looking up to those long pants n looking forward to those long pants.... thinking its real cool to be held back real late..... a quick recap of the past of about 5 seconds was enough to make my mood rain..n i turn back after that short but effective 5 seconds....