Todae vas good... i went straight to play basketball right after the maths supplymentary classes... and found tian yang n kelvin han already playin.. there vas quite a lot ppl there n we joined in....then started out playin slow matches then towards the end of the 1 match... we start to get more competitive n aggrecive... n of course funner.... then someone.. i forget who... threw a ball or in fact passes a ball hard n fast to his teaemmate n i try to intercept it by stretching out my left hand towards the ball.... and got it.. by a little... n the ball flew 'OUT!'. then i felt pain on my pinkie.. left pinkie... i dunno how.... but somehow i manage to intercept the ball with my shortest finger....... i thought my pinkie no longer wan to be a pinkie..... she{yes! its a she} thought she can become a thumb by hurting herself... and she vas right..... and now i hav a pair of index finger.. a pair of middle finger.. a pair of finger between the pinkie and the index finger... 1 pinkie.. and 3 thumb.. haha .. my pinkie's lonely and my thumb is in war bcos the thumbs are trying to figure out the real thumbs...zzz i hav to ask mr tham tmr...... alright... then i went home.... tired.. late.. and a bit of anxiety bcos i know tht theres gonna be a lot more go-out-for basketball thingee n i'm actually happy 'bout it despite me havin swear to muyself to do no other things(which includes basketball) but only study n get good results to make up for whatever is to be maked-up-ed..........Afteralll i am still unable to get away frm bball..... and i think i am kinda of sadists.... i tried to stop my self from doings thinges tht i like(which is basketball) bcos i thought tht it might affect my results n i actually succeeeded into stopping mysely from bball... n i dun feel mysself when i am completely off frm basketball... when i stopped bballin... i switched to soccer which i'd once or more than once hardcore criticize it... and i even force myself to think tht it is a very sophisicated sports n to try it out....(a bit more than a sadists now huh?) ... after playin a several times of soccer... i thought it vas better to jus watch it.. n so i stopped.... then my friend got boring with the stupid sports n realise how much they were of a idiotic monkey running around the field with a ball n they stopped too...... then basketball is what they come d up with they go :"OK arh! we play basketball arh! shiok seh!..~~"... they wanted to play basketball... i thought y not?.. it wouldnt cost anything to jus play play.... so i play.... n i felt not happiness.. but instead... joy... it was not just plain fun its more than tht. joy is.. in my opinion... a rarer feeling as compared to happy.. i mean well... when u go out with friends... when u saw someone fall down even when they are sitting u fell happy.. u go hahaha.. and more hahhaahaha....but joy is different... when u feel joy.....its onli u who felt it at the presice moment. n the only thinge u do is a smile.. a smile that u get from a 6-years-old child... and it feels really good.. real good.. n i'm back to basketball again... i cant live without it... :)